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Ep49 Soul and Intuition with Psychic Medium Veronica Drake

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Hello, and welcome to speaking spirit where we talk about all things spiritual. Your host, John Moore is a shamanic practitioner and spiritual teacher. And now here's John.

John Moore 0:47

Hello, everybody. It's been a little while. Good morning. Good afternoon. Good evening. I have a very special episode. Today. I don't I should probably do this more. But I don't. I don't actually have a lot of guests on my show. But I'm very excited to bring a guest on for you today because she works in works. She I don't know what I don't know how to say this. But she does a different thing than I do. And I think that is where a lot of the interesting stuff happens. Right? A lot of the you know, I'm fascinated with what she does, but I'm not gonna delay I'm just gonna, I'm just gonna introduce her and bring her on and start talking to her because I've got lots of questions, and I'm sure this will be a fascinating episode for you all. So my guest today is Veronica Drake. And she is a dynamic, internationally recognized spiritual, intuitive, and psychic medium, and we're going to talk about what that is. She is a sought after keynote and motivational speaker, and a frequent radio and podcast guests, which I'm I'm lucky to have her her down to earth relatable approach is a magnet for people of all ages and places. She has been called a life changer. A guardian angel and a cheerleader rolled into one. She's a coach, intuitive, and magician. And without. I want to I don't want to I don't want to give too much away because I want to hear from from her. Welcome. Good morning.

Veronica Drake 2:22

Good morning, John. How are you? Morning world?

John Moore 2:26

Good morning world. We are both but you can't see us. But we're both drinking coffee this morning. So already we're fast friends were

tears were sharing cheers. Yeah, worship, we're sharing a coffee. So Veronica, I know some people call you vi Do you prefer if I call you Veronica or VI or you don't have a preference? Whatever you're comfortable with? I've been called vi since I was 11 years old. And so just naturally, you know, it just is a progression into my business world. But whatever you're comfortable with. Gotcha. Okay, well, maybe I'll call you V that's, that's shorter,

less work less syllables for me. I want to talk about so you know, I don't know if people probably have some idea of what a psychic medium is, you know, from TV shows or whatever, but I want to hear from somebody who is a psychic medium, which is you? How, what is a psychic medium? How would you describe that? If if Well, I am asking if if somebody asked but I am asking, what is the psychic medium? What does psychic mediums do?

Veronica Drake 3:34

Well, maybe I should start by saying what psychic medium is not. We're not carnival workers. Well, at least I'm not a carnival worker. I don't have a crystal ball. I don't predict the future.

What I do do is offer insight based on your energy, your vibration, what's happening in your life at the moment. And psychic and medium are two different things. But they actually go hand in hand and the psychic part of me taps into what's happening in your life. What potentials are out there?

Perhaps what you're missing what you're not seeing. And the medium part of me the mediumship part is me offering guidance, Insight messages from the other side from deceased loved ones. So yeah, there's the distinction that I'd like to clarify there. Yeah,

John Moore 4:32

thank you for that. Um, I have, I have a couple of very dear friends who are mediums and they, they're, they're, you know, they're, they're both just fantastic people to talk to and very funny and that, you know, and I don't know if you've had this similar experience, but they they've, you know, they came to a training that I was that not that I was giving, but we were in the same training together. And they showed up and they're like, ah, you know, my mother was in the backseat the whole ride here telling me to pay it, you know, watch the road. And, and, you know, the other woman is like, yeah, yeah, you know, I kept hearing or two and you know all of this stuff do you have? Do you have those kinds of experiences where spirits sort of jumps in when it's not expected? Or is it more a little bit more like I'm I'm specifically sitting down to communicate with spirit?

Veronica Drake 5:27

Well, it's a little bit of both. But quite honestly, I didn't sign up for any of this. I quote, unquote. And this is a loose term, and very normal and normal is all relative. But I grew up in a very dysfunctional way, and just had no direction of anything. And when I was 25 years old, I was pregnant with my second son, and I lost my beloved grandfather, he and my grandmother had basically raised me, I was very, very close to them, and just was devastated when I lost him and can remember sitting wide awake on my couch, just bawling hysterically. And wide awake again, emphasizing wide awake, and he came to me, just and I had no anything prior to that he had just come to me stood right in front of me, I saw them as he was about 2021 22 years old, he served in World War Two, he had his uniform on his hat. And I heard his voice in his voice, say, I'm okay. I'm okay. You need to take care of that little boy. And you now it was 1987, we didn't know it was gonna be a little boy. Lo and behold, a couple months later, I gave birth to a healthy nine pound baby boy. So, you know, that was my first introduction to mediumship. didn't know anything about it had no clue what it was. But that was my introduction to it. And so now, I'm very protective of my energy and my time. So, you know, if I were to go into, let's say, the mall, or sit at the park, and just kind of let it free reign, I'd be categorized as perhaps, you know, mentally unstable. So I have learned just instinctively when I'm going to do it, and when I'm not going to do it, and yeah, yeah, I

John Moore 7:37

think important. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. So I, you know, one of the things, one of the things I discovered really early on in my spiritual practice, and the mall was a really great example of this, right, because you're surrounded by all kinds of people all kinds of energy, not all of it happy, not all of it, you know, uplifted, particularly in holidays, there's lots of, you know, hurriedness, and rampant consumerism and all of this stuff. And I just found myself getting just completely overwhelmed frequently, and it wasn't until I learned how to go, Okay, I gotta, you know, in these certain situations, I have to pull it back, I have to shield myself a little bit from this. And I think I didn't, I never considered myself particularly psychic or sensitive, or clairvoyant or anything like that. But then when I started doing the work that I do, it just, like, opened the open the faucet up.

Veronica Drake 8:40

And you write it being something bigger than we are,

John Moore 8:45

right? Yeah, absolutely. I just say spirit. Because yeah, it's this kind of catch all term that is, you know, includes it all, basically. Great. And so, after, after that happened, did were you did you then go, you know, sort of say, I gotta figure out what I gotta figure out what this is. Did it take you time? How did you get to the point where kind of where you are now where you're where you're, you know, seeing people and helping people and that sort of thing.

Veronica Drake 9:20

So that was 1987. Of course, that was March of 87. I gave birth to my second son in May of 87. I had a three year old a newborn. Needless to say, life was busy. I never really thought too much about it. I will say, as you probably know, we all hit a wall. We all hit a spiral. We all hit a pocket in our life where we just kind of, you know, kind of, for lack of a better word. We don't know what to do. We don't know where to go and so fast word 87, it came to 1996, I have just gotten along in my life, I was very, in hindsight. Now, this is all in hindsight, I came from a very dysfunctional background, there was a lot of alcoholism and mental illness. And it was about survival for me. And so I made a lot of bad decisions in my life, meaning I heard a lot of people. And in 1996, I had everything outwardly, to kids, great husband, you know, everything was flowing, everything was going and I was making really poor choices. And in November of 96, I said, That's it, I don't want to live anymore. And I went to crash my car into the side of a bridge. And my foot was on the accelerator, I had full intent. And my car filled up with this incredible, all I can say is worse, and I just had to squeeze my shoulders together. That's how full the car felt. And I felt my foot be pulled off the accelerator. And I heard, we've got you, we've got you. And really, I will say, 1996, that episode, that event was what really catapult catapulted me into this way of life, the spiritual existence.

John Moore 11:22

Yeah, I, I have a very, very similar experience, I have a very similar story to that. I was definitely about to take my life and was stopped by spirit. And if anybody has been through that, there's no denying that that's what's going on. There's no denying, like, you are physically moved by somebody like it's as if there were a physical person sitting next to you take, you know, grabbing your grabbing your body and preventing you from from doing what you're about to do. And there is there's, there's absolutely no denying that that that's not well, we are all connected, and we are connected to spirit and everything. It's not like a subconscious part of yourself, it's very clear that this is another spirit stepping in for a very good reason. Because you have stuff to do here you have your important, you have things to do. And I just, you know, I actually read that story a little bit and hearing it from you, it's even more impactful. And that our stories are so similar. Mine was much later than the night late 90s. But I don't know I waited much longer in my life to sort of wake up. But I sort of think of that as an initiation. I don't know if you think of it in the same way or use the same term. But I absolutely think of that as as my initiation into spirit.

Veronica Drake 12:57

Absolutely. But let me be clear, and say, I'm so sick. I didn't really know what to do with that. I had no background in any religion or spirituality, I had nothing. And so what I did was we kind of look at the masses around me, which I think a lot of us do and what I do, I went conventional Christianity which Listen, hear me say, nothing wrong with Christian, nothing, I believe and respect all religions. You know, there's, we all go the same path, right? But I went down full blown Christianity, and I got a bit indignant. You know, Jesus said, And God said, and let's go to the I became a televangelist of sorts. And I say that with all love and respect, but I didn't like that person that I wasn't, I'm like, Jesus, I'm right back here again, you know, there's got to be more. And I found my my early mentor, because I'm old. I'm going to be 60. Right. So in I don't

John Moore 14:06

think that's old. By the way. My, my grandmother's about to turn 106. So she's still I know, right? It's all relative. It's all relative.

Veronica Drake 14:19

So in the late early, late 90s, like, there were books, right, we couldn't press in Google and right. So I had a lot of introspective time I created a sacred corner all with knowing within me, and I found my mentor Wayne Dyer. Oh, yeah, yeah. Oh, you know, the highlight of my life was meeting that man and kissing his bald head. I mean, I just there's, there's a story but you know, so it just it was an evolution of sorts, but definitely an initiation. Definitely.

John Moore 14:55

Yeah, I wasn't aware you worked with Wayne Dyer. I'm a huge admirer. A huge fan of his and correct me if I'm wrong he paid past a few years ago not that long ago. But what a body of work. He left behind just prolific and loving soul that he was and is still, I, you know, we often speak of people who have passed in the past tense, but as a medium, you know that they are not, they are not past tense, not at all. And I should point out, you might see, like, there's just a couple of objects behind me. So this is my ancestor altar that's behind me. And the thing I'm pointing at is actually a silver water kettle that was my grandmother's grandmother's so it's been passed in my family. And then I have photos of my family there, and from the 1800s, and all kinds of stuff. Oh, I got chills. And, and I had, I always tell people, because I talk about ancestors a lot and that sort of thing. I'm like, it's a great idea to have an ancestor altar. I think it's a wonderful thing. It's a wonderful thing to communicate with your ancestors. Don't put it in your bedroom, because they're gonna keep you awake all night. They're gonna Hey, what's going on? Let's party. Let's start. Sure. Yeah. So mine is in the center of my my home. It's not in my bedrooms upstairs and away from that. I love my ancestors. I absolutely I talk to them every day, I give them gifts and, and do all of those things. But it's a little bit like Grand Central Station sometimes over here. So

Veronica Drake 16:32

well, you can see behind me, I have my drum. I have my somebody my client actually gave me a drum sent me a drum, I have the wind, the dream catcher that someone made me I've paintings, OWL paintings that people gifted me with spirit animals, and all of these things are alive. All of these things, you know, have meaning in life. And they all contain energy. Right? So yeah, they feel in psychic world we call touching an object, like such as what you pointed out psychometry. So what I could do is touch that and get a feeling for the energy around it. That would be different than me, let's say connecting to great grandma. Gotcha. Gotcha. Is it? There's a distinct difference?

John Moore 17:21

Yeah, Okay, gotcha, gotcha. Yeah. And I remember, years ago, when I was doing my shamanic training, I went to go do a workshop with an indigenous woman who was a drum maker and I made I made a high drum and everything about it, about making it it was a beautiful experience. If anybody, I don't think you have to be a shamanic practitioner at all to make make a frame drum. But go to somebody who is doing it in a sacred way. And you honor everything, you honor. So it's a high drum. So the surface of the drum isn't it is the skin of an animal that passed and we you know, we journey to the animal and honored the animal that passed and the hoop is made out of wood. So that's a tree that had to be cut down. So we journey to that. And we you imbue the drum with the energy of your, your heart. And so you're absolutely right there is there is a living energy to all of this, and you can feel it. You know, someone who's very sensitive, like you, I'm sure would get a ton of stuff, but even people who don't consider themselves particularly sensitive, like me, you I can feel that stuff. When I pick it up. Like it's imbued, it's palpable. Yeah, it

Veronica Drake 18:39

really is. You know, and also, you can see on my table, I don't know if you can see this, but I have elements, I have pieces of sticks, these little things here. And I, you know, they're shark's teeth that I've collected. Okay, so we have shark's teeth, we have shells. You know, everything is just my little altar. And then over here, I have rocks the element and angels and, you know, so So I gotta be honest and tell you when I when I first got into doing this, I really went hard and fast against I'm not woowoo. And my tagline might have been, I don't shrink heads or boil chicken bones. Not that there's anything wrong with that. But now, you know, I'm all about learning evolving. And while I'm not woowoo I do believe that there is value in everything and everything and that if I want to, you know, kind of say a ceremony or pray to the shark's teeth or talk to the energy of this, you know, like, I'm okay with that. You know, and, you know, I think the older you get, at least for me, the more confident you get, the more the easier it is to be your true self is what I found.

John Moore 19:54

Yeah, you stop. In my experience. It's funny I have I 15 Your old daughters, their twin twin daughters, and they, they'll always, you know, oh, they're like, do you want to? Do you want to be? Do you want to dance in our Tiktok? Video? I'm not a dancer. I don't know. I mean, I don't know if people can tell by looking at me, but I've never taken a dance lesson in my life. And I always say yes. And they're like, my friends love you. Because you always you always do this stuff. I'm like, I have no sense of shame. Like, that's it, I like, I don't care if somebody thinks I look dumb, I don't care. And part of that is I'm just like, I'm having fun with my daughters. And the same is true with my spirituality. I don't care if you don't believe the same thing that I believe, and I'm fine with whatever you believe it, but I'm going to be true to myself, I'm going to do the rituals that I do, I'm going to do the ceremony that I do, I'm going to practice in the way that I practice. And I don't insist that anybody else do things my way. Right?

Veronica Drake 20:58

And I'm not here to convince you of anything. I'm not here to believe anything. I'm just me doing me,

John Moore 21:06

you know, right, right. And I think, you know, if somebody, if somebody were on the fence, a belief lies, and we're in we're to talk to you, for example, I think they would very quickly hop over that. That's my experience. And sometimes like, when I'm when I'm working, and I work in I work in Germany, so I work in altered state most of the time. Sometimes stuff comes through that cannot possibly be coming from me, right? There's stuff that I tell my clients that it's coming from their grandmother or coming from whoever who passed away, that there is no chance on this earth of me knowing or gathering that information. And it surprises me. Sometimes when that stuff comes through. It's nice, you know, it's nice when it happens that way for me were like, okay, yep, yep, I'm on, you know, I'm following the right the right thing here. And it happens more and more as I as I go on, and I have I have a student I met with just Sunday, Sunday morning, as a matter of fact, and she said, You know, I'm starting to, you know, I did the ceremony for this person. And even before I got into this healing ceremony, like I started getting flashes of, you know, the, the, you know, the trauma that they had experienced that I was working on, I'm like, yeah, it's gonna happen more and more as you practice, it just opened your eyes.

Veronica Drake 22:32

We we are most comfortable, I think with titles and labels. Yeah. Because then our human brain can wrap around and say, Oh, I can get that. When you try to explain exactly what's happening as a medium art, we don't have any reference vanity to say, you know, so I'm very clear to my clients to say, I'm humanizing this by saying, Okay, you go to the white light, you stand at a table, there's a line they check your name off and you go, you know, I'm really good at it. Well, spirits really good at using me as a communicator for humanizing it. But with my, my journey into shamanism looks like this. Again, doo doo doo doo doo going about my business, you know, being a psychic medium, and all of a sudden, I get on a phone call with a client and she's talking about shamanic stuff. And I was remembering, I was like, Oh, I didn't say anything on the phone call. But you know, we hung up and afterwards, I sat down and this very prolific Whoa, line of stuff came out of me. And it came to me. I wasn't a shaman, but I in a past life was a medicine woman. So I go, What am I gonna do with that? And Spirit says to me, it's just in your repertoire. It's just what you're going to do. Yeah, it doesn't belong necessarily under one category or another. Like I talked earlier to you coming on here. I work with Tarot. I work with mediumship I work with angels I it's just a knowing um, the conduit.

John Moore 24:15

Right, right. And there are there are tools and I think most people, or many people get this but there are tools like tools like tarot, right. And when you when you are reading Tarot cards, it's not so much that there's magic in the cards. Although as you use the cards, they start to get imbued with your energy. But a brand new, like somebody who's good at reading Tarot can open up a brand new deck and do a very insightful reading. These are just tools. These are just ways to bring things up ways tools for communication, it's the it's the, you know, it's the person sitting across from you who's acting as a conduit and the information is coming through from spirit we talked before this, that my, my girlfriend is a very gifted tarot reader and she had been doing readings well before we met. And then when we met, she's like, Oh, you practice shamanism. I'm really, you know, that's really cool. Let me and, and I knew off the bat, you know, when she started, she started working with me that she was going to be a natural she already had it, she was already there. And so shamanism for her is just another tool. Again, it's just another modality that she's working with. But she is able to, to channel and harness and be the be the conduit and in shamanism we have the phrase is be the hollow bone, right be the bone that spirit passes through, able to get out of the way for Spirit to spirit to work through us.

Veronica Drake 25:51

Oh, absolutely. You know, and and it's funny, because I have always just seen myself as the communicator, I laugh because I tell people, people always come to me and they say, What's my purpose? Why am I here? And my answer to that is, your purpose is found in your naturalness of who you naturally are. Right? So I go all the way back to birth. And my story in my family is I started talking at nine months old and I haven't shut up. Detention, I could not I was the kid sitting in the corner that couldn't sit by their friends. Well, the joke's on you because it's how I make my living. So So embrace who you are, naturally, don't run from it. Don't you know? Because society wants to say, well, here's a box, you better get in it. And if you don't fit in it, cram yourself in it.

John Moore 26:49

And no, and nobody fits in a box. Literally, nobody fits in that box perfectly. And

Veronica Drake 26:56

I just saw I'm wearing the box with my arms cut out.

John Moore 27:01

Like the Halloween costume, right when we were kids? Yeah, yeah, it's very funny. My mom will tell you, you know, when I when she went in for parent teacher conferences when I was I don't know, whatever elementary school and the teachers like, you know, John's a very good student. He's very smart. But you see that desk over there in the corner?

Veronica Drake 27:25

We wouldn't have been friends.

John Moore 27:26

Yeah, we would have been separated in school for sure, though. But yeah, I'm a I'm a talker, and I'm you know, but you touched on something that's really, really important to me, and has become a, you know, really, if I were to boil my life's mission down. And I haven't, I haven't done a really good job at putting words around this yet. But it is really about being being part of the support for people to be who they are, whatever that is, without judgment, without telling people who they need to be, you know, people will, you know, have students all over the world. And, you know, sometimes they'll come to me and they'll say, oh, you know, I have this really weird dream, or this really weird journey, can you? Can you tell me what that means? And I said, Well, I could do the work and tell you what that means. But you're going to do the work, because I'm disempowering you by taking that away from you. I'm disempowering you by telling you what you need to do with that, like, I'm going to I'll help you as a student. It's different with clients, because clients don't have the training. So I'm going to help them in that way. But when I teach people, I'm like, I am not going to give you any answers. I'm going to give you some experiences, and I'm going to show you how to get your own answers. But I'm also a little bit like that with my clients and really supporting them to be whoever they are to step to step out if that's what it means. Some people don't want to step out into the, into the, you know, and I have to hold myself back because I'm like, Oh, you gotta get out there and be in front of audiences and sounds to me, like, Oh, hold on. I'm an introvert. That's not my thing. And I'm like, okay, all right. That's cool, too, if that's your thing, if that's your thing, but if you've got a gift, if you've got a gift, share it, share it in whatever way that makes sense for you. You know, the world will be a better place with more art and more spirit and more music and more people who love to cook or it doesn't matter what it is, whatever you love to do to be however you love to show up. fill the world with that love and we'll all be better for it.

Veronica Drake 29:48

Well, and people the if I had to give you the number one question I get asked during every reading without exception. What's my purpose? Why am I here? Yeah. Uh, and so my answer to that is always, it's kind of generic in the sense that that's not a question that's answered by where you go to work. Or you know, what you produce, you know at your work or how degreed you are or what car you drive or how much money you have the soul as I understand it, the soul comes in and I use very human terms. So I'm not going to fancy Glancy it up and you know, I don't use esoteric terms, I'm going to the soul comes in with its agenda, its mission, its purpose, right? It very distinctly understands why it chose this demographic, why it chose this geographical region. It knows all of that, and the human do to do through. Right. Why is this happening to me and, and then grandpa, Joe tells you, you know, don't like these people, and then be on the lookout for these people and be skeptical. And you know, oh, you're gonna fail? If you do, right, we're conditioned, we have all this heaviness on? Yes. Yeah, I was just sitting down this morning. And I know, I'm going to jump all over the place. But I was sitting down this morning. And I as I do every morning, and I talked to spirit, and I am ready, I got my pen poised. I'm doing a psychic development Academy. I'm going to be launching in September. And I said, Well, spirit guide communication helped me Help me Help me. You know, however, I'm saying it. And you know, talking to Spirit is like an equivalent to a child learning to walk. No one can tell that child how to walk. I mean, you have kids, you know, did you you know, come on now Susie, pick your foot up like no one does that, right? Where does the kid know? It's inherent right? Kid, right? What do we do? Oh, look at she's picking her head up. She's a month old. What do we do, right? That's a natural milestone in that child's life. Then the child goes and you know, stands up, boom, the child falls down. The child doesn't go, Oh, I'm not going to do this anymore. This is too hard. No, because there's no conditioning. So when we're learning to speak with spirit, everybody wants to know V, tell me how to do it. Tell me, I can't. Yeah, I can help you with some benchmarks and some guidelines. But I can't tell you how to do that for you. You got to get up, pick your foot up, you know, fall down, you know, and then try again. And so my approach to teaching this is let's rely on what's inherent in you. You're programmed, I believe the soul is a spark of what created us

John Moore 32:51

100% It's funny, we talk about things in very, very similar terms and have a very, I always say that, I would say that what the inner part of us is a spark. I'll say divinity and you realize that might be a spiritual term. We can call it source we can call it creator you can call it God, whatever name you want to label you want to put on it. But absolutely 100% And I have experienced that firsthand and is an incredibly powerful when you when you get in touch with that. But I often say with my students that look, I don't want to I don't want to be anybody's guru. That's too much responsibility for me too much.

Veronica Drake 33:31

walk next to me because I don't know where to hell, I'm going.

John Moore 33:37

Right? I'm a guide. I'm a guide. I'm gonna you know, I've I've been to some places you haven't that I can show you around. But you know what you do? There is up to you. Right? And that's it. And I'm not going to tell you what you need to do with your life. I'm not going to tell you and if you and if Spirit tells you this John guy doesn't know what he's talking about. Do it differently than listen to them. Spirit always takes precedence over me. What do I know? I know

Veronica Drake 34:05

worse. Of course. You know, it's funny because I've been doing this work so long, and I have hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of testimonials. Right? Oh, V is so you know, she's that and every time one comes in, I'm like, oh, geez, you know, that's like, I don't really, you know, but the business world, it's what we do. But, you know, you get that one person that comes in or two people and they're like, well, she's a fraud and she's, uh, you know, in we get them we do, you know, and right away. You know, there's that like, yeah. And what's interesting to me is no matter how advanced or how developed quote unquote, we are, I always have that retaliatory energy that wants to come back at you and say, Why have 1000 reviews? That's right, right. But then I go like this. Okay, there is my special teacher of the day.

John Moore 34:59

Yeah. Uh oh, I love that I love that. I got this from from a student of another teacher and I should say so I didn't come up with this phrase, I'm stealing it completely. I'm admitting to stealing this phrase, we were talking about being triggered, right? Which is that experience of oh, how dare this, you know, or, or just having this and how triggers are pointers to our wounds or our inner wounds? And, you know, the his teacher said to me, instead of wounds, I like to use the word teacher. I'm like, Oh, yeah. And his student, I could tell Spirit was speaking through him just said, yeah, so these triggers their bread crumbs from your teacher. And I was like, blew my mind. I'm like, Okay, first of all, I'm gonna steal that phrase. And someday I may write a book called bread crumbs from the teacher, but I will give you full credit and, you know, split the profits or something with you at that point. I don't even care. I don't care. I wouldn't be writing it for profit. Anyway, I'd just be writing it to share information but bread crumbs from the teacher what a beautiful phrase. And you know, when stuff like that comes out of people that that's, oh, this this guy is this guy was so his, his teacher and I are partnered in the shamanic community and she's like, Yeah, this guy, he the first time he came to me, I knew like he was he was he was kind of, kind of on it. So I've had I've had lots of conversations with him and he, you

Veronica Drake 36:29

find to the simplest things are the most profound. For sure.

John Moore 36:35

Absolutely. Simplicity. It's

Veronica Drake 36:37

so there's so much profoundness in. I mean, really, and I say this in all earnest in all sincerity. Watch the grass. Watch the grass, and I get chills when I say this because a blade of grass to sit and watch that watch as it just is, right. It's how it's nurtured and how secure it is, and how the wind will, you know, move it or the footprint or the you know, watch the watch the trees, I can see the trees swaying. It's a beautiful day here in Pennsylvania, the airs, I can see the clouds floating by I mean, it doesn't get any better than that.

John Moore 37:22

No, there's a there's a story about, there's a story about the Buddha actually, where I think this happened in Deer Park, where he was preaching with the people who are following him. And one day, he just came in and picked up a flower, and just sat there and held it and said nothing. And one of his students, I forget which one that you know, people who are scholars of Buddhism would know know which one it was, he was one of the our hearts, one of the his famous followers, like got it and was almost instantaneously enlightened to like, fully full on, like, reached enlightenment from from getting it and, and absolutely people I think are frequently looking for these. And I'm a fan, I have, I have a case, you can tell I have ADD and like I'm a fan. I'm not Yeah, I'm a fan, I'm a fan of complexity and making things more complex than they have to be. But that's a really good reminder that they're like a blade, like if you look at, you know, the billions and trillions of blades of grass out there, but you can pick fine, just one and just look at it. That alone can be an enlightening experience, and then you recognize just what a miracle it is to have this consciousness to have, that we exist at all that the world exists, that the universe exists to give us, you know, infinite opportunities to reach and touch spirit in that way.

Veronica Drake 38:55

You know, it blows my mind that, you know, an egg and a sperm. And then walawe like, it's like, it just I know, I'm gonna be 60 And I'm still like, blown away by that concept. You know, of life. Like it's miraculous, you know, you know, I was reading an article and this is I'm very naive, and like, I'm very, I'm very childlike in the sense. I don't ever offend people. You know, my husband says to me, you can ask anybody anything. And because I haven't an air of innocence about me, I'm not asking you about your sexuality, because I want to condemn you. I really want to understand your perspective. You know, so I'm reading this article, and I was in a forum, you know, typing and they and you'll often see the word God, g dash or g dash D, and they won't put the O in it. And so here's me going, why don't they put the O in God? Like, why don't we wait, you know, someone in the forum says because it's offensive to some people and, and I said, Well, it's just a word. Yeah, so I don't understand. Like, I'm all about exploring deeper and looking about, why are you triggered by a word? Right? So I can call it God, you can call it source divinity, I don't care what you call it, it at the end of the day, it's an energy.

John Moore 40:16

Right, right. And I think that, I don't know for sure, I don't know why spelling the word God out it has the same root as the word good. Which, you know, whatever is offensive to some people other than I know that in there are ineffable Names of God that comes from Hebrew that, you know, only the only the priest of the inner sanctum of the temple back when there was a temple could speak once a year or something like that. So there was some ceremony or some ritual, but it wasn't, I'm pretty sure it wasn't God, what that this person was speaking, you know, whatever, whatever it was. And, interestingly, he would go in once a year and put his hands on the Ark of the Covenant. When it was still in, you know, people have seen Raiders of the Lost Ark. And people have looked at because they're the the, I'm going off on a complete tangent here, but it's my add the Ark of the Covenant, if you were to build it today, exactly as designed. In the Bible, it says, you know, take this type of wood and put gold on the inside gold on the outside and put it on top and do this and do that, if you were to do that, it would be a gigantic capacitor, an electrical capacitor. And so what happened from time to time, is when the one priest who is allowed into the inner sanctum where the Ark was, would go in, and they would have to tie a rope to his ankle, because very frequently, once a year, they would touch this and sometimes explode. And they would have to pull his body out with with a rope because nobody else was allowed in. And it's theorized that there was like, this thing was gathering an electrical charge for an entire year. And then this priest would go in to do this, you know, whatever the ceremony was, and put his hands on it. And of course, the electricity would discharge through him like lightning. And if you hear it, read the stories about the ark, you know, they carried it into battle, and it casts lightning and all of these things. And then you look at the plans. If you're a nerd like me and say, Oh, that's a giant capacitor. And that's not taking anything away from the sacred nature of this of this object. Because I think electricity is a pretty miraculous thing. We can sort of explain it scientifically, but not completely, but the fact that it exists at all is pretty darn miraculous. Oh, for sure. Absolutely. You know, and allows us to have this conversation. You're in Pennsylvania, I'm in Maine, you know, and then people, you know, and I know, I look at the statistics on on this podcast. I have listeners in India, in Norway, all over the US all over Canada, all over Europe and Africa. Right? Yeah. I love that I love you know, some people say that technology dehumanizes us and it can, you know, there's a lot of grossness on social media and stuff. But But I without technology, we wouldn't have met, probably we wouldn't be able to have this conversation, we wouldn't people wouldn't be able to tune in and hear about this stuff. And so, you know, again, it's a tool. It's a tool, and it's all in it's all in how you use it. Right? Absolutely.

Veronica Drake 43:31

It really is a small world. When I talk to a client in Norway, or Singapore, or Ireland or, you know, all over the world, there's a commonality to own. Like, I don't, you know, it's like, wow, it just blows my mind how similar. We all are.

John Moore 43:53

Yeah, yeah, absolutely. We're all human. We have different cultures, we have different languages and different upbringing, but we underneath it all. Underneath it all, we're all the same. And you know, every, every genuine spiritual teaching teaches that we're all brothers and sisters. You know, I think it's a perversion of spiritual idea, idea to separate people the way that they have. And definitely to justify that using any sort of religion or doctrine or anything to say, you know, we're good and those people are bad. That's basically what well I

Veronica Drake 44:31

give to theory there is divide and conquer, we, we have an agenda, we have a mission, you know, we'll divide you and we'll conquer and then we'll divide you again and we'll conquer more and then we'll have the whole you know, there's like all of this going on. But you know, we're human and we live we must live in a world of duality. There has to be if there's good, there's bad like, we have to experience duality. You know, the other thing is people always say to me, Well, you know the ascension is coming and how to Why ascend and here's what Spirit told me about the ascension. The Ascension is a very personal thing that happens within you. Right? And I teach my clients if you want to ascend, use your bottom three chakras work through your stuff and ascend. I mean,

John Moore 45:19

yeah, that's simple, I think. Yeah, I don't I think people have these mo for movies or where they get these ideas from that you're gonna physic I mean, any I know people believe us that you're physically going to get sucked up into the clouds somewhere or something like that. Where it is, it's really about turning inward as opposed to looking upward. I don't I don't I don't know yet if I'm a fan of the word ascension, because I think it's, I think it can be misleading like that. I don't I don't have any problem with people who are who are trying to quote unquote, ascend or whatever. That's not it. It's the word I think is misleading, that people think that it's it's a, it's a raising up rather than a turning in somewhere to go. Yeah, yeah, somewhere to go. Your divinity is, is here, you can't get rid of it. If you were to get rid of it, you would cease to exist. So you have it within you right now. And that, you know, that's there's that teaching, as well, that runs through spiritual systems. Sometimes it's hidden, because it's esoteric. And sometimes it's out in the open. In Buddhism, they believe that everybody is a Buddha already, it's just a matter of getting rid of the stuff that isn't, really. And that's and that's kind of it and that's enlightenment, or ascension or whatever word we want to put it. I gotta come up with a better word, I think, I don't know.

Veronica Drake 46:43

Really, let me know when you do. You know, we get so as the human race, we get so distracted with words and titles. And, you know, my clients will come to me and they'll say, Well, what about this five d? And I'll be like, Well, what? What is five? D? Right? Oh, we're in 3d now. And then we go to fourth? I can't help you with that. I don't I don't work on that language. I don't know it.

John Moore 47:12

Yeah. I don't know it either. So I won't, I won't claim to know. But I do know, it's a term that I've heard out there. And relatively recently, like, just in the past couple of years, that term has come out. So you know, there is there's an element to spirituality where people are, people are trying to come up with new stuff, because they haven't been satisfied with what they've found so far, or something, which is fine. And that's okay, do your own thing, find your own thing. But, you know, people have been doing this work since there have been people and so there isn't necessarily a need to make up something new to quote unquote, ascend or go, you know, travel to other dimensions, we, you know, we can, you can do that right this moment, without, you know, any new terminology technology or anything,

Veronica Drake 48:05

I mean shamanism, 100,000 years old, and whenever, you know, and

John Moore 48:09

they think it may actually predate modern humans, so it may actually be older than 100,000 years, because they found evidence in a cave that in Qasem Cavan, in Israel, that's three or 400,000 years old. So that's not even, that's not even homosapiens at that point. So as long as there have been people capable of symbolic thought they have been, we've been talking to spirit and you know, so everybody has everybody has that innate ability anyway.

Veronica Drake 48:41

Well, I have to tell you, because my husband is Catholic, miss my second marriage, and we've been together 20 Some years and he's Catholic and for us to we got married civilly, right. So we went to the courthouse, whatever, we got married, and he really, I respect and honor his religion, and he wanted to become married Catholic. And so I went through the tradition of, well, I'm gonna go into the tradition, but you know, ABC, XYZ, right. All that. And we got married to the Catholic Church. And I had the priests over one day for dinner, and we were talking and and I just said, You know what? I'm just going to tell the priest what I do. Because it goes along that vein of if I try to hide something, I'm not being true to who I am. I can't do the work. I came here to. So I said to the priest, no, because I'm one of the things I'm really funny. Um, yes. Right. You too, right? Yeah, really? So I said the priests I said, Did you bring your holy water with you? He says, why? Probably gonna want to douse me in it when I tell you what I do. And I said, I just know things. I can look at people. I can feel things about them. I can know things about them. And I'm talking and he's not saying any thing and he sipped his coffee. And he puts his coffee down and says, whoa, that's your gift from God.

John Moore 50:04

Right? Yeah. Yeah.

Veronica Drake 50:06

I said, All right, then, you know, there was some validity, but I can I tell a quick story about please do. My son was in pharmacy school in Florida. I live in Pennsylvania. It was his graduation. The only flight down was late at night, my husband couldn't go. So I took a late night flight from Pennsylvania to Florida. I get on the plane, I'm traveling alone. I get on the plane, I sit down, I'm sitting, I got the ILC this guy comes on the plane. And I thought, Oh, he looks interesting. And I could pick a vibe up, right? And I look now this is me. I like his shoes. He's really nice shoes. You know, hopefully, maybe I'll sit across from him. We'll have good conversation. Let him sit across from me. So he sits the other aisle seat across from me. And we're talking and you know, just he's very interesting. And he's got three businesses and we're going back and forth. And he says, the flight attendant comes down and she says, Would you like a cocktail night? No, I'm good. And he says, Let me buy you a drink. No, no, no, no, that three four times he would not take I said, No, I'm good. You're not You're not buying me a drink. He wouldn't stop. I looked at him. Honest to God, I looked at him, right. And it just came out of my mouth before. I know. How many times have you been in jail? And now by outwardly appearances, prim and proper, great Italian leather shoes, like didn't look like he was in jail. How many times have you been in jail? He looked at me and he said three, he turned his head forward. Never said another word to meet. We're getting off the flight. And he said to me, how did you know? And I said, I just know things. Yeah. And it kind of it's like that, like you just know things. You don't know why you know it. You just know it. But it protected me. Right. Right. Got me out of that situation. So trust.

John Moore 51:52

Yeah, totally. Yeah, absolutely. So interestingly, I have a little story as well. He's sort of a similar vein. So it was just last week, as a matter of fact, I was. I was leading a journey circle over zoom. So there were some people journeying. And when I lead, I don't journey with them, I just, you know, make sure everybody is all said, and I play music and all of these things. So immediately, I put the music on and people are journeying. And for those of you who don't know, it means going into an altered state and traveling in spirit form and working with spirit. That's what, what shamans do. And so the second thing I started doing, I get this like, really weird picture in my head. And fortunately, I had a pad of paper next to me, and I just grabbed it. And I just started drawing. And it was sort of like this conch shell looking thing with a flame coming out of the top. And like, well, that's really interesting. But the vision is really strong. And I have to so I put it down. And then after the journey, which is about 20 minutes long, I'm like, Okay, who wants to share, and this woman started to share, oh, I have this really weird thing. It was like a whirlwind in the water with a fire coming out of the top. And I'm like, Hold on, I gotta, you know, I gotta show you something. And I, like I held up the thing that I had drawn, and she lost her. She's kind of lost her wits a little bit. Like, how did you do that? You're a wizard, your brother? I'm like, no, no, I'm like, it just, it just came through it just like it just happened. It's you know, and I knew, there's a moment that you know, like, Okay, this is this is information that needs to come out, or I need to trust it, or I need to draw it or something along those those lines. But it was it was really funny. And then she emailed me again, the next day. And she's like, I'm still reeling about what you drew last night. And I should probably should probably mail her mail her the drawing or something. I mean, it's not, it's not a fantastic work of art. It's just a really quick sketch of what I saw. I didn't quite understand what it was when I saw it. But then when she described it, it was it was exactly, and it was a weird, like, it was a weird combination of, of objects as well. So it wasn't something that would have likely been something for me to draw.

Veronica Drake 54:12

Well, when I read for clients, it never means anything to me, because it's not the most, and I can't censor the message, you know, and I just bring the message forward. I'm, as I said in September, I'm starting my psychic development, Academy and teaching psychic development, intuitive development, I use them synonymously is kind of like trying to tell a two year old what to do. You know, it's like intuition is going to happen, right? It's going to take its own course, like the two year old who wants to get dressed by himself. He's just gonna go at it and intuition is just going to flow out of us. It's going to do its thing. Our job is to create an awareness. Yeah, yeah. Up A space of awareness so that when we get that subtle nudge because, people The other question I get is people will say to me, How do I know if it's my intuition? Or if it's my own thought, intuition will never beat you over the head. It's going to be a very think about the quietest. You know, I'm old enough to remember the low talkers on Saturday Night Live. Right,

John Moore 55:25

right.

Veronica Drake 55:28

Versus the loud. That's right. So the low two or no low talker was Seinfeld? Yeah. When we would get next to Seinfeld. Right. Right. Right. And so intuition is like the low talker, you you, you know, it's very subtle. It's very calming. And it's out of the blue like, oh, I never would have thought of that. Where'd that come from? Yeah, where your own ego your own critical mind, replays. And it really only has a built in loop that you've created. So it's gonna be familiar to you.

John Moore 56:02

Right? Right. That's, yeah, that's a big distinction. For me. When I when I get information that I'm like, it's quite clear that it's not coming from me when it's when it's on. And like that image that I got the other night, it was a quick, it was a really quick, you're right, it was quiet, it was a really quick flash. But I knew I'm like, That's really strange. I'm going to draw that before I forget it. And, you know, other, you know, very frequently with clients very much the same, I just get information, I'm like, I'm just going to deliver this to you. Because if I interpret it, then I'm putting my human expectations, experiences, prejudices, all of that stuff on top of it. And it's going to be less meaningful at that point. So let's, I want to get into this. I want to hear about your psychic development Academy. That sounds fascinating to me that you said starting in

Veronica Drake 56:58

September, September, yep. I, I really, it means a lot to me, to help people to develop with integrity, and compassion, and discernment. And so I want to teach in a way that honors those traits, those qualities, right. And I want to humanize psychic development, and I want to put a, a spin on it, that is very normal. And, you know, if somebody's born without sight, you know, we accept that. But you know, sight is part of who we are. And we just go, oh, you know, they don't have sight. But no body is born without psychic ability. No one, right. And that's a direct to me in meditation from source, nobody's born without it. And so if I can help you, you know, I just saw an image in my head. Now, it's like that silver pot behind you. You don't know the luster it has until you work at it until you clean it and you change the luster and the brilliance of it. I take psychic ability, and I show you how to buff it out how to bring it to fruition in a way that's helpful and useful to people. I'm not a predictive psychic, you know, I have what to expect when you come for a psychic reading with me. I'm not going to tell you the future. I'm not going to tell you your soulmate. I'm not gonna I'm not that I probably a more like a psychic or intuitive coach, I'm going to have a conversation with you. And this is the techniques that I'll be teaching in the psychic development Academy.

John Moore 58:46

Wonderful. And, you know, I'm sure they're going to be listeners out there who want to check that out, potentially sign up for that, should they go to your website? Or whether it be something separate for that? How would they find out more about that,

Veronica Drake 58:59

I'm in the process of fine tuning some things on my website. So if you go there, right now the program that is available is called going within. And the reason I created going within was because I believe all transformation happens from within. So whether you're looking to get a different job, whether you're looking to step up your own intuition, whether you're looking to forgive someone, it all starts with with from within. So going within is my membership. And it's it's very eclectic, and it's a lot like me, it's all over the place one day, you know, one week we're going to learn this and the next week we're going to learn this but then I'm going to show you how to use it in practical reality. Not just give you some esoteric, here it is I'm going to show you how to use it in your everyday life. So I'm really proud of of going within

John Moore 59:52

Yeah, that's fantastic. Because I think, you know, I love to read about really sort of highfalutin esoteric things and stuff, but there's an expression in shamanism, but does it grow corn? Right, which is the whole thing of okay, now I've read about these, you know, histories and all of these things. But really, I still have to live my life and I have to help my clients live my life. And I really need to ground this ground my spirituality, because guess what, folks? If you're listening to this, you probably are in a body, I'm assuming. I mean, maybe maybe not. But most of us listening to this or speaking on this, are in a body, we live on Earth, we have to pay the about bills, we have children to raise, you know, we've as a culture to live in and all of these things. So grounding, that knowledge is so important. And your website is Veronica drake.com. Right? Dra. Yep. So definitely check that out. And I will put a I'll put a link to that in the show notes as well. So depending upon your your, what, however, you're accessing this podcast, you should be able to find that but you can you know, if you type in Veronica drake.com, Google double Google double. That's a good word. I like that. Google. Google. It's hard to say. But it's a fun word to say. It's not my business

Veronica Drake 1:01:19

card. I'm Google Now.

John Moore 1:01:23

Google, Google me if you had said that. 20 years ago, Google me somebody would think you were saying something perverted. But kind of a cool word, though. Right? Google? It is? Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I knew it from being a nerd. Because it's a math term. It's a it's a one with 100 zeros behind it is a Google? That's where that term came from. Yeah, I

Veronica Drake 1:01:42

just learned something. Yeah, it's

John Moore 1:01:43

a it's a nerdy math term, which is why you know, the the people who founded Google are all you know, Merit editions and nerdy, nerdy folks like myself, or actually probably more so than myself. And I don't mean mean nerd in a pejorative way. It's, it's, it's now nowadays, nerd is actually a compliment. So it just means you're incredibly smart. And yeah, lots of math going on there. But yeah, I mean, let me Google you is such an interesting turn of phrase. Anyway.

Veronica Drake 1:02:15

I have a ton of personality. I have no math skills, but

John Moore 1:02:21

we all have our gifts and personality is a personality is a gift. Well, look, we are we are at the top of the hour. And I feel like we could talk for two or three more hours. I hope that you will come on again, I know you are a very busy person. It looks like you're doing about 30 million different things. And you've got this psychic development Academy coming up in September, I will be sure to check it out. And do you have a newsletter something people can subscribe to if they go to your site and social media

Veronica Drake 1:02:57

to ask. I was just sitting at my desk right before you we got on here at writing the newsletter. So yeah, that will be going on.

John Moore 1:03:06

So yeah, so for me, if I if I know like with my add some things coming up in September, I'm gonna have to like sign up for your newsletter or something like that as a reminder. So people do do that. Because I know how these things go. You're like, I'm interested in this thing. Oh, I'm really I'm really down with that. And then you, you know, it's a couple of months away, depending on when you listen to this. So definitely, definitely give us subscribe, and I'm sure you've got social media and oh, yeah, Google, Google Mobile. And we all have we all have that stuff these days. You know, that's how I that's how I found I found my teacher online using the shamanic tool called Google. But, Veronica, it's been just what a wonderful conversation I have had with you this morning. Thank you so much for coming on and sharing your your insight and and all about, well, maybe not all about but at least some about mediumship. And and what makes psychic ism is that the bright term being a psychic and being a medium different, I guess. Yeah, I don't know. I don't know how to. I'm not always great with words. I'm very gracious

Veronica Drake 1:04:17

host though. You're very gracious host and I would be honored to come back.

John Moore 1:04:21

Awesome. Awesome. Well, we'll we'll be in touch and we will definitely have you back on. Maybe we'll get you in like closer September to and really dive into the, your, your academy as well, a little bit more. But thank you so much for coming on. And thank you folks for tuning in. And I hope you're happy, healthy and well and we will talk to you real soon.

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Ep48 An Hour of Soul Power with Susie Beiler

Announcer 0:28

Hello, and welcome to speaking spirit where we talk about all things spiritual. Your host, John Moore is a shamanic practitioner and spiritual teacher. And now here's John.

John Moore 0:44

Hey, everybody. I have a very special episode of this podcast today. I'm very excited. I don't have a lot of guests on this show, I guess because I like hearing myself talk, I don't know. But

I'm very pleased to have a guest today and I don't want to delay at all. So I'm going to I'm going to introduce her and you'll pardon me if if I'm reading a little bit her bio because she's got a lot going on, and I try not to get anything wrong. My guest today is Susie Baylor and she is a certified holistic health practitioner, and a foundation of the Creation temple and I love that name and online library, supporting Lightworkers in their spiritual path. Suzie is a living example of the balance Divine Feminine masculine also love that working with deeply sensitive empaths to tap into their divine power, master their energy, and live their soul mission. She's a dynamic public speaker, and I can attest to that with a commanding stage presence. She lives and leads retreats in Sedona, Arizona, one of the most beautiful places on earth and enjoys nature, authentic authenticity and high vibrational food. You can find her website and I will link to it underneath this as well is WWW dot Susy baylor.com S U S, i e, B E I L E r.com and www dot creation temple.com and www W that's three W three w is dot Sedona rebirthing retreats.com. And we're also going to talk about something very exciting coming up. Well, if you're listening to this in in the end of May or June, something very exciting. That's coming up in June. But welcome Susie, thank you so much for being my guest today.

Susie Beiler 2:48

Thank you so much for having me, John. This is so much fun to be here.

John Moore 2:52

Did I did I do well, with your introduction, I realized I editorialized a little bit but

Susie Beiler 2:58

awesome. And I'll just make one correction.

Don't feel bad because most people get it wrong. It's the pronunciation of my last name, which is by Beiler oh my gosh, that's terrible. That's, that's, that's my worst sin. i i But thank you for correcting me because I really, really don't like to pronounce people's name incorrectly. Like it's, it's that's a super important thing to me. So thank you for thank you for that correction. I appreciate it. I would hate to think that I was

John Moore 3:29

repeatedly calling you the wrong thing.

Susie Beiler 3:31

And no worries. And people do it all the time. So like I said, don't feel bad about

John Moore 3:35

it. It's it's hard. I mean, my I guess I was, you know, fortunate, unfortunate. My name is really common. I mean, you know, my last name is like the, you know, one of the 16th most common names in the US or something like that.

Yeah. And John is, you know, super, super common. So nobody, nobody ever mispronounces my name.

How do you describe soul? What's your definition of soul?

Susie Beiler 5:32

Yeah, that's a big question. So I'll do my best for my human understanding and experience.

I had described soul as that truest, most whole part of ourselves. And I understand that, you know, sometimes we do need soul healing. But the way Prime Creator, and this is the energy that I channel, for those of you who don't know, my work, the way Prime Creator describes soul is that there's a, there's a core, that is always hole, there's a core that can't be touched. So even if we have soul wounding, it's, it's more of the outer layers. It's not at that core. So we have this amazing resource for our human existence and our human experience, we have this amazing resource to call upon, to help us make decisions to help us get clear about things to help us understand why we're here on this planet, our purpose, our mission. And my understanding is that the soul goes on a journey throughout its existence. So we don't always take on human incarnation. Sometimes it's animal, sometimes it's, you know, semi formless, semi physical. And during all of our travels, we gather information, we gather wisdom, we go through learnings and lessons and other realms and realities. And our soul remembers all of that our soul hosts and holds all of that, if you will. So when we come into this human existence, we have all of that wisdom from all of those different places, dimensions, realms, and we can activate it here in our human experience. And so I think of like people who are naturally good at playing piano, or they have these skills that they seem to be born with, and it's like, well, how do they know how to do that? And my guess would be

that that's part of what what's in their soul?

John Moore 7:39

Yeah, I think I mean, I completely agree with that. And I, from a, from one shamanic perspective, I guess, and one of my personal interests, I don't talk a whole lot about it. But one of my personal interests is is looking at Norse spirituality, particularly Norse Old Norse shamanism, which is can be a little tough to unpack, because most of it is written about in very metaphorical language, and the things that are written down, I mean, there are people who have unbroken family traditions going back, you know, 1000 years or something. But there is this concept in so the Norse along with, you know, Kamala and in the Egyptians, and probably lots of other people have a concept of multi part soul, right? Where we sometimes we think of the soul as this just sort of one entity, but I like to think of it almost like the body that there are organs and parts and systems and it can be relatively complex. And one of those parts that the Norse recognizes called the humming Yeah, and that is this. Physically, it's located towards your back. But it's, it's almost hard to describe, it's like the concept of luck, combined with all the stuff that you inherited from your ancestors. And so the and when you the idea is when you one form of reincarnation, when you die, you pass this on to somebody, normally it would be somebody named after in that tradition. Normally, it would be somebody like an ancestor named after you. Down the line, you're like passing on your ancestral wisdom. So that's part of it as well. But one of the things I have found that was a little challenging to get my brain around when I first studied it, when I was looking at past lives, and learning learning like oh, well I can actually be my own ancestor, right. So I can I can have been my you know, 20 F great grandfather, and have incarnated this time around and this body to work through whatever the whatever the ancestral stuff is. that that's coming up. I'm wondering if you ever run into any of the ancestral stuff when you're doing your work?

Susie Beiler 10:10

Um, not, not so much that I'm aware of, I can certainly grasp the idea of that as a possibility. And it is an interesting exploration, right? Because I have in my own family, I have, I wonder sometimes about certain people in my family. And if there are connections that way. It's, it's fascinating. And then then you sort of get into deeper inquiries about well, could part of their soul have reincarnated with this soul? Or?

John Moore 11:00

Yeah, it's, it can be pretty mind boggling. Yeah. Yeah, for sure. Um, you know, and then there's,

I did a class once on parallel life healing, which is something that I do, but that's sort of really mind twisty, that there are other versions of ourselves running around, and other other, you know, split realities, you know, every time, almost every time we make a decision, we're kind of splitting off the tree of causation. So there's potentially infinite versions of ourselves running around out there. And do you think that those infinite versions all have the same soul? Or they all have different souls? I don't, I don't know. To be honest, I don't know how to describe it. I think in my take from it, we.

And I think I'm kind of describing this the same thing that you were describing, but maybe using different language. And I find that that that tends to be true that people are really kind of talking about the same stuff, but have different language to describe it. Sure. So we all come from source, right? Some people call that God or the universe, or the creator, or the grand arkitekter. You know, words don't, words are limited words are very limited to describe what sources. So source is this singularity that has no, I describe it as, like, if you could think of an endless light that has no, no center, and no circumference, it is everywhere, in everything, and across all universes. And so then it like, if you can imagine this infinite bright white light that you stick a prism in front of that split off into all of these little beams of light, different colored beams. Those little beams are like us, we're all kind of thinking of ourselves as these individual beings. But if we trace our, if we trace our route back, we're all coming from the same source. If you were to remove that prism, then we would all just be source again. But if in this is not possible, but if you were to shut off source, we wouldn't exist, they would all cease cease to exist, because we are source, we're just flavors, we're just prisms of light. And that's my, that's sort of my, my take on that. So part of us is every part of it is every I see it as everything's connected to everything. And, you know, it's, it's very difficult to, to, to sort of differentiate, is this, you know, is a parallel life that kind of the same? Are we what are we sharing between parallel lives? Well, you know, we're sharing source, at least, you know, and there must be something we're sharing if this is a version of me on the other side, but to know what that is, when I see it in Germany, it almost looks like a person. You remember the movie, The Matrix, when they had like the green characters running down the screen, when people would go into the matrix. It looks a little bit like that to me, but it's like the shape of the person but like, you know, colors and lights and, you know, and then when you merge the person with this, when you do this parallel life, healing, this merging, the person just gets really, really bright, gets really brighter. It'd be cool though, if I could merge with say, the version of me that that became fluent in French and then all of a sudden start speaking French like that would I would love that. I

Susie Beiler 14:43

call that integrating our soul aspects. So we can put parallel lives parallel universes into that understanding where one soul, we're multi dimensional, we interface with many realms and realities, we're multi faceted as a soul. And so those multifaceted those facets could be parallel lives were parallel universes, right? So when we integrate our soul aspects, that means that we're taking all those different facets of our soul, whether shadow or light, and we're integrating them to heal, to expand to evolve.

John Moore 15:28

Yeah, for sure. And I'm glad you mentioned shadow and because

Shadow Work is a really important part of what I do as well. And so, you know, one of the, I guess synonyms for the shadow is the exile. Right? It's the part of ourselves, we kick out, we're like, I don't want to look at you. Because my parents told me that's not okay. Or I somehow from society told me that part is undesirable, or, you know, I feel like I'm spiritually evolved and shouldn't feel anger anymore, or, you know, whatever, whatever it is, whatever it is, I've decided, I'm going to shoot this part away from me. But that's not any less a part of you than the stuff we we tried to turn towards the stuff we tried to embrace. And I think you're, you know, when I, when I do shadow work with people, it's amazing how much power gets released within people, because they've been, first of all, spending a lot of effort to push this part of themselves down. But also they now they're integrating a part of themselves. They are they're pulling something, and it was something they didn't want to look at before.

Susie Beiler 16:42

But even more power when it's integrated.

John Moore 16:45

Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. And, you know, I think so I had this fear. This was my fear when I first started doing shadow work for myself with my teachers. And was that okay, let's say there's this part of me that, I don't know. I mean, there, there isn't. But let's say there's this part of me that wants to be a serial killer. If I integrate like that would be in the shadow, if I integrate that. And that's, you know, I think that's a fear that a lot of people have, like, all of a sudden, I'm gonna pull in these parts of myself that I've locked away for a reason. And it's going to change and I'm all of a sudden going to become antisocial or something like that. And that's not that's, that's not it at all. That's not what that's not what happened. That's not what happens at all right. Right. It's the, it's the holding that stuff down. That's the unhealthy part.

Susie Beiler 17:37

Exactly, yeah. When you integrate a part of yourself, whether it's shadow or light, there is more power there is, you know, it goes back to that core, there's a core of our being a shadow is just a little piece, right? We are or who we were. And so when you integrate that you're just becoming more whole, that's all that's happening, you're not, you're not going to turn into that which you fear. And I also see with with the light people, we also suppress the light. So as much as we suppress the shadow, sometimes we suppress the light, we have just as great a fear of the light sometimes, because of how powerful it is, or because of how illuminating it is, you know, if you integrate an aspect of your light, suddenly you're more illuminated, and it shines light on your shadow. So it's this interesting polarity dance that we do.

John Moore 18:28

It is it is and I and you're absolutely right. Like some people. It's like the fear of success that some people have, there's lots of fear. And it sounds almost counterintuitive. Why would it be afraid of being successful? Or why would I be afraid of being my, you know, approaching my light or really embodying that. And, you know, there's lots of reasons for that. One is that we're very, as human beings, we're very homeostatic, we try to stay, even our bodies try to stay in the same place all the time. Like we we only operate within a very limited temperature range, we only operate within a very limited pH range in our bloodstream, and anything outside of that we get sick, or you know, or worse. And so, sometimes change is scary. But I promise you, if you do shadow or light work, you will not you won't get sick or die. That's not. That's not we're all gonna die someday. But if that's not what's gonna, that's not what's gonna happen during shadow or it will not. If if it was I would be dead by now, trust me. I've been doing lots and lots of lots and lots of that stuff for years. I also want to touch because you mentioned your bio. Well, you mentioned a lot of things that I'm extremely interested in, in stuff that I've talked about quite a lot as well. And you talk about being a living example of embodying the Divine Feminine And the divine masculine. And this is a really, really important topic to me for a lot of reasons. One, because we've been living in a patriarchy for, you know, several 1000 years, and that hasn't served anybody extremely well. But I also think people have kind of a twist, twisted idea of masculinity and femininity that is not has nothing to do with the divine, masculine and feminine. And that causes a lot of problems in our world. So I would love to hear, in your words, how you would describe the divine masculine, and the divine feminine, what balancing those kind of looks like.

Susie Beiler 20:43

For me, the the divine masculine is focused, driven, motivated, grounded.

The, for me, the divine feminine is very receptive, warm, soft. Receiving, I said that already.

Because that's what she is. And there's a very, this is more divine mother, but there's a very, like unconditional love that comes from the divine feminine as well. And not that the divine masculine can't be that, but and not that, not that any of these are exclusive to either one. Sure, yeah. But it's just that there tends to be more of that nature. So as I've been developing the sole power symposium, I've been using my divine masculine, to get stuff done, you know, there are a lot of action items on my list that need to happen and get done. And then I've been using my divine feminine, to receive the right speakers and collaborators to receive the participants that are going to be consuming the content. And so there's this, there's this dance of, you know, making it happen, getting it done and allowing it to happen, and allowing it to be what it's meant to be allowing it to be its own creation. Yeah. feminine, the allowing,

John Moore 22:13

yeah, I was gonna say that is a very feminine concept to me. And when I started out in my practice, I, you know, I think I came from a very, obviously, I'm male, identify as male. And I thought I always had to be doing something, right, I always had to be like, when I'm working with a client, I've got to be in there. And one of the things I found is just sitting back and holding space for people holding non judgmental space, which is very divine feminine. Like, that is, so there's more healing, that is so unbelievably healing. And it seems like while you're while you're not doing anything, you know, kind of kind of, but it's, it's an it's a not doing in a very special way in a very soul empowering way. And it's not the masculine wants to rescue, right. And if I rescue somebody, I'm sort of disempowering them. I'm saying, like, you need to be rescued. And I'm, but I can step back and, you know, offer help and offer support without rescuing. But really, if I can hold space, if I can embrace the feminine aspect, then people will self Empower, they'll heal. And just being witnessed is incredibly, incredibly powerful. I was shocked to discover that myself, but it really, really is, it really is a beautiful thing. And to hold that in. And I love the way that you describe that as being a dance. Right? Because I, I don't know that I've described it that way before. But that makes complete sense to me. That even in even in my work, even if it's one on one working with a client, or if I'm teaching a class, there is this real balance in Okay, now's the time for me to be active and do something. And now is the time for me to sit back and create a nerd just create a nurturing environment for this person to be able to grow and and since I've been really consciously doing that, it's it's been it's been quite eye opening. So yeah,

Susie Beiler 24:37

I love this whole, this whole dance, this whole idea of how they can work together, you know, there's a time for everything. There's a time to move forward. There's a time to pull back. There's time to make things happen. There's a time to allow things to happen. And I've really gotten deeply in tune with those polarities. One is it I don't always get it right but you know, when do I put pull back and allow when do I step forward and take an action. I grew up very much with my in my masculine energy. So I'm very familiar with my masculine and how she he operates. I'm not sure how to say that. I'm very familiar with what that looks like. And for me misusing that has led to burnout, adrenal fatigue had chronic fatigue syndrome. It has led to taking too much action, and spinning my wheels and burning the candle at both ends. And it's like, well, when does the universe get a chance to step in and deliver if I'm always spinning? Right, right, I had to learn I had to learn what and who my feminine is and how to relax into her and how to allow her to take charge, which she doesn't take charge she allows.

John Moore 25:51

I want to, I want to touch a little bit, because you mentioned you mentioned adrenal fatigue, which is something I went through as well. And you mentioned chronic fatigue. And I know that's part of your story and how you came into doing what you do. And I mean, if you if you don't mind talking about that a little bit and how and how you came into doing this very high level soul. I hate to use the word levels like there's, you know, this, but you know, it's very limitations. Yeah, I always, language trips me up all the time. This very empowering soul work that you do like you, you you have, as we all do, we all have a story about how we got attracted into this. But I think it's, I think it's important for people who might be listening to see. And, you know, I will frequently talk about my story, not that I'm trying to say, hey, look how awesome I am. But I'm just some dumb guy in Maine. And if I can heal from all of this stuff, so can you like I'm not special, I'm no better than anybody else. That's not the message, the but the so the message, I like to spread a message of hope I was in a really bad, bad place. And so I don't know if you if you if you feel okay with that, I would love to hear a little bit of your story and how you came into this? Because I do think that is an amazing thing for people to hear about.

Susie Beiler 27:18

Yeah, well, there are a couple of levels and layers to this. So I grew up Mennonite, which is a part of the Christian religion. And it's very, it's a very set way of being and you know, rules you have to follow. And so there was a certain level of spiritual suppression going on with that. And then I also, like I was saying, I grew up in my masculine energy a lot. And so I was misusing my energy and my power in certain ways, you know, making things happen. And then it was also just, I came here for a reason. And I wasn't living my mission. And what I what I did, I was a pediatric occupational therapy. And there was a reason I went through that training, there was a reason I had that career. That was great. That was part of my journey. But that ultimately wasn't what I was meant to spend my time doing. And so my body had to kind of shut down and break down to free me from all the things that I was, you know, in bondage over. So I had a pretty miraculous experience, literally a light bulb moment on the acupuncture table, where all of a sudden, I just had this full knowing on every layer level, and part of my being that I was healed. But I didn't have the chronic fatigue anymore. And then what happened after that was a very dedicated journey, to be on my spiritual path, to live my sole mission to rewire my DNA to rewire my nervous system, to reconfigure everything that didn't work and didn't serve my sole mission. And that has become my sole focus in life. That is, that is who I am. That is what I do. That is my business. That is my play that is like everything is my sole mission. And I just want to say that that path isn't for everyone. So please don't compare yourself to me. Like John was saying, you know, I'm just this guy from Maine. I'm just this gal from Pennsylvania. You know, I'm not special. But I am special in the sense that I have chosen to focus on this and make this my life's work and make this the expression of my mission. So anyone can be special in that way as they choose it.

John Moore 29:36

Absolutely. And I like that you said that I always tell people, you know, I'm going to talk about shamanism a whole lot because that's my path. But I don't recommend shamanism as a path for everybody. It's not, it's not. And I'm just like you, you have found your path. You found the thing and like I can feel when you're talking about that some some real similarities to what happened with me where I'm like, I'm gonna go heal myself. And then I found out, wow, this is my home, this is where I belong, this is what I belong doing. And when you hit that path, like you just, there's just that knowing that you're describing that knowing on all levels. This is what where I meant to be. This is what I meant to do. And I don't know if you found the same thing. But for me, when I found my path, like obstacles would just get pushed out of my way. Like I decided I was going to study shamanism. And I found a teacher who was offering an apprenticeship, and I contacted her and she goes, you've missed the introductory work, you've missed my last introductory class. I don't know, you know, all this, I was like, oh, gosh, I you know, I don't know. It's just Well, I suppose if you meet with me, you know, we'll, we'll talk about it, we'll, we'll figure it out. And I don't know why. But she accepted me and I, you know, I want I spent six years and study with her. And, you know, she is still she's retired from teaching, but she still is my still is my teacher. And you know, just lots and lots of things got moved, lots of obstacles got moved out of my path. And I think that just happens when you're, when you're in the right space, when you're doing what you what you're meant, meant to be doing. And I think, you know, in Sanskrit, they might call it your dharma, right, your path, this is your, your path. And that's really individual for every, for everybody, you know, could be who knows what?

Susie Beiler 31:41

I would say yes, and no, I've, I've had those experiences. Yeah. Where it feels miraculous, like something just opens up. And I've also had those experiences where I have had to work incredibly hard for who I am for what I have in this life, to heal. And, and this is where I do feel it's different for everyone. And this was part of my understanding of the soul journey, whatever it is that I'm meant to achieve accomplish here, whatever in this lifetime, according to my soul, that's what I'm going to come in contact with. And I'm, I'm very much have the understanding and and the decision that I am getting it done this lifetime. So I don't know if that means I have more to overcome or more to heal or you know, but I have stuff built up from other realms realities, lifetimes, however you want to understand it that I need to take care of in this lifetime. I don't know if that just means that I'm in my own way. And in my mind sometimes, you know, I don't I don't know what it all means. I just know that my path has looked a certain way. I'm open to it being different. But I have had to overcome a lot. Sure. And, and sometimes, yeah, that has opened up when I have those breakthroughs. It opens up the pathways. And sometimes the pathways just open and it seems like I didn't have to do anything. So I feel like some of that is all kind of orchestrated at the soul level and it's not my business almost.

John Moore 33:28

Yeah, absolutely. I couldn't agree more and in. In shamanism we talk about initiation a lot and initiation. You might go through a ceremony and I've went through a two year process of doing ceremony after ceremony, initiate initiation ceremonies, those are ceremonies. That's not what initiation is, though, when you go through a ceremony that a teacher or shamans putting you through that ceremony, but spirit initiates you and initiation on a shamanic level, which is I think anybody goes through this when you talk about things coming up and obstacles you have to overcome. I described as like putting your life in one of those snow globes and sticking it in a paint shaker and just shaking the heck out of it in those industrial paint mixers. Because that definitely, I mean, that's, that definitely has happened to me, I've gone through, you know, I've gone through relationships, I got divorced in the middle of my training, I you know, wound up in a relationship with, you know, somebody that ended in a really not so great way and I've been through huge, huge transitions. And you can't really you right, you can't really steer that so much. But I think there is absolutely a purpose to that to those initiations happening like it's, it's almost like you know, taking you apart so you can put yourself back together.

Susie Beiler 34:58

Now, I know that All my deaths and rebirths have been part of the teaching and the guidance that I offer others. There's so much depth in what I've gone through that when a client comes to me, there are very few people I can't help at this point because of what I've gone through.

John Moore 35:17

Yeah, yeah. Yeah, for sure. Yeah. And you know, when, when you become aware, when you hang up at this, when you become aware of your past and your parallel lives, and all this, this stuff coming in? Nothing surprises or shocks you so much anymore. You know, I talked to people a time ago, this is gonna sound weird, and I'm like, trust me. Nothing is gonna sound weird to me. And maybe something I've never encountered before. That's unlikely, but, um, you know, nothing. You told me. I'm gonna go wow, that is so out there. I couldn't I can't even conceive of that. Nothing's gonna shock me at that level at this point.

Susie Beiler 36:06

Yeah, it's funny when not funny, but you know, clients will come and they'll be scared to share something. And I'm like, Listen, this is a safe space. Yeah. Kind of seen it all. Like, you're addicted to porn, okay, no big deal right now. Like, just all these things that people are so embarrassed or ashamed of? And it's like to, let's just put it into the light. You know, we'll take care of it. It's no big deal.

John Moore 36:34

Right. Right. Yeah. And, and, but it is, it's challenging. Because people are used to modalities where they are judged for what they do. Like, you know, the medical model can be, can be in there are lots of great physicians out there. And I have I've had, in my shamanic training, I've had doctors and dentists and therapists and psychologists, I've had people, and I love that I love to see that I love to see people doing integrative things. A, I like to point this out, a giant Hawk just flew through the back of my yard. So while we're chatting here, always a really good sign. But, yeah, I mean, but yeah, I have people come to me with all kinds of stuff. And I just, I'm like, I never going to judge you. And, you know, and if during the session, something comes up, like you want to cry, you want to scream, you want to call me names, do it, whatever, pull it up, it wants to come out, once it comes out, you're, you know, it's, it's, you're gonna feel better. It's the holding that stuff down again, it's that pushing that stuff into the shadow. Because it's not okay for me to feel angry, or it's not okay for me to feel sad, or it's not okay for me to admit to somebody that I take recreational drugs are addicted to porn, or whatever, whatever it is that people are doing. First of all, you're not alone there, you know, millions of other people out there with the same things going on for them. And second of all, who am I to judge anybody? I'm not like I'm here to show up as I'm sure you are. I'm here to show up in love and love is non judgmental. It's, you know, it just is it just holds you it is it is complete and acceptance. And that is healing for so many people that in itself, even if I did nothing else, but just let people talk to me in a non judgmental way. It's like talk therapy. You know, the research shows that something like 85 to 90% of the benefit of talk therapy is just the relationship with the therapist. Like the technique doesn't matter that much in talk therapy. You'd be doing anything as long as they're not as long as they're letting you talk and not judging you. Isn't that amazing? Isn't that amazing? How we're built to heal from to heal that way.

Susie Beiler 39:10

Yeah, just to hold like you were saying earlier to hold space for somebody most of us in this life don't have the experience of truly having someone hold space for us. So that isn't in and of itself is deeply healing it's profound.

John Moore 39:29

Yeah, yeah. It it really is and I have been I have been blessed to have many practitioners as friends who have you know, I can I can you know if I feel like I need some work I can I have lots of people I can go to but I have had that I've had that experience and it's it's so it's hard to describe how beautiful it is from the other side but it's even be it's beautiful from this side as well. Like I feel amazing when I can do that for somebody When I see somebody getting a benefit from that I, I don't want to do anything else like this is this is it? This part of the reason why this is my path? It's there is no, there is no high like that, that I that I have ever experienced. There's nothing there's nothing quite like it and it's it's a little bit I'm sure you've seen way it's hard to describe almost.

Susie Beiler 40:23

It's deeply fulfilling to be able to hold a non judgmental space for someone. And and I will say my work with channeling the Prime Creator energy has really boosted my ability to do that has really taught me a lot because when I first started bringing through the energy, I was like, wow, there's no judgement here. And I I have tended in my past to be very judgmental. And so it was very interesting to feel that energy contrast with mine because I'm a conscious channel I'm very, you know, aware when I'm bringing through the energy. And so I will feel my judgment, and then I'll feel Prime Creator energy and there's no judgment. And I'm like, Oh, this is interesting. You know, I get to notice my judgments.

John Moore 41:05

Yeah, yeah. Let's I just we're we're, you know, we're coming up toward I can't believe we've been talking for the summer we're coming up towards the end of talk, but I want to it because I'm really interested in channeling and I have done I do some channeling but not. I don't really do it with clients that much. I do it for for as part of my training part of my other work and whatever. And I do it. I do it consciously as well. I'm aware of what's going on. And some people might not know the, like the different types of channeling there are there are people who are what they call like deep trance channelers, who will go into like a very deep trance and channel and have no memory whatsoever of what's happened. When that and I get the feeling that when you describe yourself as a conscious channel, that's not the experience that you're

Susie Beiler 42:01

not my experience. Yeah, I don't always remember what comes through. Because sometimes the energy is intense. Sometimes there's a lot of information. I don't always retain it. But I am the way it works for me is I'm a clairsentience. So I feel very, very deeply very acutely. So I'll feel the energy will ask a question, I'll feel the energy of the answer. And then I My job is to find words, to match up with the energy I feel. And that's, that's the imperfect part, right? Like, I just want to be clear that this is not an infallible scientific practice. This is an imperfect, you know, situation where I'm receiving the energy, and I've got to find words to put to it. And in most cases, I'm pretty accurate. But you know, I'm, I'm human, I have my filters. Right. So my interpretation of the energy might not always be 100%.

John Moore 42:58

Yeah, yeah, in for me, when I had to learn. And this was really hard, I had to learn to put as little interpretation on it as possible. I had to put enough, I had to describe things enough to get the message across. But the more I tried to describe and interpret and this could mean this and this could mean that then I'm like, I'm just putting my own stuff on top of that, right? I'm just, you know, this may or may not true. So I learned to trust to trust and sort of surrender kind of early on ago. I'm just gonna tell you what happened. I'm just gonna give it to you. And it may or may not mean anything to you. And 99% of the time, people are like, Whoa, I don't know how you knew that. And like, I don't know how I knew that either. And I probably didn't know that somebody else knew that and just gave me the information I don't want to take, I don't take credit for anything. I've just a mouthpiece at this point.

Susie Beiler 43:59

I'm just the messenger.

John Moore 44:01

So if it's accurate, you know, thank them. You know, you can thank me for not trying to interpret it using my very limited human brain. And that's about it. But yeah, I mean, the the I hadn't done any channeling before and I you know, shamanic practices you know, you're doing similar things and that you're merging with helping spirits a lot and you're staying merged with them but I had a teacher when they should just like you're going to work on murder channeling you are going to you are going to channel and I was like, I don't know, you know, I don't know if I can do this. And it turned out to be just a really really incredible experience. And I guess maybe I maybe I hold it back and don't do it so much because it don't do so much publicly. And maybe I should but I like it's a little bit sacred for lack of a better term like I kinda like, hold on, hold on to it on my own. And I, I will do it with people that I'm close to and that I that, you know, have a level of understanding and that sort of thing. So I don't know, maybe I'm holding myself back a little bit.

Susie Beiler 45:13

What does your soul say about John?

John Moore 45:16

That's a good question. I should check in. Yeah, I mean, my soul wants to be out. My soul wants to be everywhere, and out and about. So that's why, you know, I'm, I'm all over the place. That's, that's, that's a big part of it. But But yeah, I mean, I should do, I should do some more of that. But I do think that there are a lot of people maybe who channel who channel wisdom, maybe not directly, the maybe they're not trance channeling or that sort of thing. But there are a lot of people who get messages from spirits stuff comes through. And like, I don't know where I got this from, or I don't know where I got this from. And I know lots of people are sort of unconscious clairsentient people, just like, I don't know why. But I feel like I have to go do that this right now. And my mom, my mom was my mom is one of those people where I years and years ago when I was in college, my aunt passed away all of a sudden, the middle of night brain aneurysm. So it was like she wasn't sick. There's nothing expected. It was really weird. And she was declared brain dead at like 425 in the morning. And at that exact moment, my mom shot straight up in bed, looked at the clock, looked at my stepfather and said, Something's happened. I'm going downstairs to sit by the phone and went down and sat by the phone until a couple hours later, somebody somebody called her to tell her what had happened. But yeah, so I could never get away with it. My mom always knew, my mom always knew it was up to no good.

Susie Beiler 46:58

moms know anyway. But then, on top of that, I want to say I want to say that we are all channels, yes, we all bring through information, wisdom, fluff, crap, whatever we all bring stuff through. And it's important that we make a choice about what we're going to bring through. Yeah, yeah, that's very important. And when I really learned that lesson, hardcore when I started channeling, you know, several months into it, I started having all these beings wanting to use my voice to speak. And I was like, oh, like, no, yeah, you're not the right frequency, or, you know, I really had to set a boundary with the light realm and say, This is the energy I'm bringing through. Nothing else. So yeah, we, we are all channels, whether we, you know, bring through spirit or something else, we're all channels, and we need to make a choice and set boundaries about what we will bring through these vessels.

John Moore 48:00

That is a that is a really good point. And one of the things I talk about with people who are studying with me, for example, is that once you start to do this work, you light up, right, like you're lit up. And, you know, we exist, as you said, on all of these different realms and playing simultaneously. But we may not be really lit up. And there are lots of beings, there's just sort of like, oh, that's just another person that you know, whatever. And then you're like a neon light, all of a sudden, in the middle of the desert, and lots of beings are going to be attracted because they're like, Oh, here's somebody who can I can communicate with or communicate through. And it's not necessarily that they are quote, unquote, evil beings, but they're just, you know, it's like picking up hitchhikers. You know, you don't necessarily want to just open yourself up to every, every being out there, you do want to have those boundaries. I think that's a really good point to make with people I've worked worked with and met a lot of people who sort of blew their doors wide open. Usually, usually through the use of entheogens or hallucinogenic drugs, take everything under the sun, and then they come in and I can see beings just flying like bugs flying around their head and their eyes don't focus. And I've seen people who are seeing things like in the physical world, but not looking at them just like reaching over and grab because they're not looking through their own eyes. At that point, they've picked up hitchhikers and that you start to lose that boundary between what's you and you know, because oh, all of a sudden I have these I can I have the second sight ability. Well, that's cool. If it's yours. It's cool if it's your second, right.

Susie Beiler 49:55

You know, this is I get a transition because this is why the sole power is imposed. Zumba is so important that yeah, we're really teaching people how to get in touch with their essence, their soul, I have a practice that I do with activating the soul essence. And that's going to be something that's part of the soul power symposium for the entire 13 days people will have access to that video to work with the material of activating their soul essence, and cultivating the soul essence, so that we're filling ourselves with us, not other things, not other beings. Right? That's really important.

John Moore 50:35

Fill up. That's great. And for those we taught, we've touched on a little bit, but the soul power symposium is this 13 Day event that's happening at the kind of the search June 20. Oh, the solstice June 21. Yeah, that, gosh, I don't know, I didn't put that together in my head. June 21. There are what 12 1211

Susie Beiler 51:02

presenters plus myself, okay.

John Moore 51:05

So 11 presenters, I happen to be one of them. So if you enjoy my podcast, I will definitely include I will include links to all of Susy stuff, but there will also be links to that. And where that is particularly time sensitive. I mean, I apologize if you're live listening to this two years from when we're putting it out there. But if you're hearing this in the beginning of June, and this, and I say this, because of myself, this is what I do, I'm like, I see something like, Oh, that's really cool, I want to do that I'm gonna register for that tomorrow. Like, don't do that, because you're gonna go where was that link again, you know, whatever, just click on the link and and, and go register for that you will not regret it. I am going to tune in to all of these different teachers. And I think our chat was really cool. As we had a really cool chat about soul stuff about this, this, all of this stuff. So I think it's I think it's a really fantastic opportunity to really become empowered. And this is, this is the kind of stuff that I love that I absolutely love about spiritual work this this really like, let's discover who you are at a core level, it's discover how powerful how incredibly powerful you are, you're going to surprise yourself.

Susie Beiler 52:36

And I really want to highlight June 21, because that's when the Prime Creator channeling will be available for free for 24 hours during 21st. That's the solstice June 23. Don't forget, and that is the foundation for the entire symposium. So if you miss the channeling, you kind of miss the foundation for the whole thing. So please what John said, register now so that you get the emails to remind you. Yeah, and to receive the content June 21 is a big day.

John Moore 53:09

Yeah, yep. And, you know, I, I, you know, I follow the Wheel of the Year. And so those are the solstices and equinoxes. And half in the halfway points between those super important days, they're there days of big transitions where you can where things like big shifts can happen, just because of the energy of the planet and the sun and what we're going through. And it's a really, really good time. And I summer solstice, in particular, for me, is a great time to begin anything. I don't know if other people find that, but it's a really good place to start. Where Winter Solstice for me is I'm almost going into hibernation by that point. I'm celebrating. I'm celebrating all the hard work that I've done. But I'm almost ready to go into hibernation. But June 21, I am ready to hit the ground running and work on whatever it is I'm working on. So definitely, definitely get registered for that. Well, we are we've been talking for just about an hour, it doesn't seem like that I could, I'm sure talk to you for a lot longer. And I would love to have you on again sometime. But I want to I want to thank you for coming on. And I also want to give you a chance if there's any sort of last messages or last anything you want to talk about before we before we

Susie Beiler 54:32

yeah, we'll just invite everyone to put a hand over their belly over their solar plexus and just take a nice deep breath and just feel yourself grounded in your body.

They just invite you to set an intention now for what you want in your life for your sole mission for your life purpose.

if there's something that you desire that would make executing your life mission easier for you just ask for that now as you breathe

is done. It is done. It is done

John Moore 55:22

thank you, thank you very, very much. It's been it's been so delightful having you on and I'm so looking forward to June 21 coming up. I'm super, super excited about it. So thank you again, we'll definitely have you on again. So, you'll you'll, you'll hear you'll hear some music again and somebody else's somebody else's voice and then and then and then we'll end the right button

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